By: Fatou Diouf (Creator)
Happiness doesn’t last long
Not when the person around you can’t stand it
For once I want to be around
I want to be look at and not looked for
But you can’t stand it
My happiness keeps you quiet
My joy makes you question
My presence makes you hateful
My smile makes you sarcastic and distant
I never understood why
For once I want to be around
I want to feel this
I want to be looked at and not looked for
But you make me want to run
My tears save my balled fist
Not tears of sadness or disappointment
Tears of self control and discipline
You talk and I control myself
I'm not ungrateful
I'm not disappointed
I'm just holding back
The picture I want to bring to life
Will make me a different person
Maybe it's not for me
Or maybe I don’t deserve it
But it was fun while it lasted
Commentaires